Finally understand why a compromise

 JOLIN recently in love with the ? That moment, I thought, but did not get the answer, it is no reason to pass that at the song and I.
until last night, come to realize that the reason seems to understand. had, unconsciously, I chose to compromise .22 birthday has been started, rational impulse to disarm to choose a compromise, then into a long self-torture. repeatedly make a determined effort to end that, but always give up firmly toward compromise. 23 birthday, those contradictions more is only forced to compromise their own, hiding himself, hoping to change .3 23, that has long been scheduled to recover all or a pain, but also want a boundaries, an end, want to be the memory space can be stretched gradually faded away. doing the work every day, but the dream can not help but to those who own or another compromise. those who dream of searching, how not fool ourselves, had to think about it, it was only by chance, just by chance. seems to always do a relatively bold choice but to compromise but always eventually. situation is different is different, different targets, the outcome is always the same . In half a step after step, but the reason is always forced to choose a different compromise, but a whole step back, with the result is not retrograde. study of its cause, may be the first poor choice? or the total life there is so much frustration? people you do not want do not want to yield to the intention, but can only choose a compromise.
just want to clear all this, I think I really sort out all of these. like, delete all those who do not know why, save for so long memorial, it appears virtually in the herald yesterday, is really a kiss goodbye with all of the time over the past, and whether it is All of the compromise.