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wake you last night, sitting in a chair confused with, and suddenly can not remember the dream of a waking dream, I suddenly remember that we once had a contract, agreed that if I die first, you write me, if you die first, I write you. Now, I sit on the computer front, the ear is your favorite We listened to this song, how do I control is maintained with tears?
yesterday that you not leave a message, I have been crying out. I'm at home alone, doors and windows closed, I could hear the cries of their own roll over the floor. All along, I want to cry, to cry frankly, we said, 5.12 day, we buy some wine, we went to the ruins, we have to wail on we'll mourn our children, mourned us mourn our Age ... .... I never thought that I very much love to cry, even in this scenario, and you missed.
I know, you leave this world a sneer, mouth hanging contempt, it is your usual action. I also know that you can not wait to leave this world, you have to go to the calligraphy, you know where he is waiting for you ... ...
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after the earthquake, I am looking for you everywhere brother. You hoarse on the phone told me that you are good, Jing Ye Hao teacher, but did not find calligraphy. I am seeking only to choke a. You comfort me, saying, Angola, and so we play together.
I like playing with you, I like your article, I like the way you hearty drink, and I saw in you my shadow. I have always said that the Qiang people without a decent writer, and you, brother, you can fill this gap. You're in my instigation began writing novels, I want you to not engage in those short things, I said to the whole length of the whole, do you have that ability. Call me funny is that in Beichuan Hotel, you are not confident in their abilities, I said, okay, you do not write, you sold me the subject material, five thousand, would you not. You grin, Oh, Xiong Dihuo, said that. To make you sure it was a good subject, I gave my editor a telephone call, tell her your idea, she was very interested, and then I cut and dry to tell you, come on, waiting for a newspaper topics.
It is a kind of novel? It is a reflection of the fate of Beichuan Qiang ethnic novel. We analyzed together, we have ups and downs of the Qiang people very concerned about the fate. Qiang is a great nation, which she derived from the Miao, Dong, dozens of people, but was pushed into the edge of destiny. My favorite is the visual Qiang people you care about, you to the fate of several families Qiang tribes, to reflect the name of the great and the fate of family Unfortunate.
during creation, you always told me to call progress. I just said is too slow. You sigh over, will inevitably have to complain about work, you really too busy to write those stories manuscripts, speeches manuscript. You are the first pen of Beichuan, you can not choose. We talked about this issue, I am against you into politics, I think you better go back to school teaching, working alone, there are two fixed length of time of the holiday. You have some hesitation, concluded that a leadership attaches great importance to you, you still want a good bum, if you leave the propaganda department, then I'm sorry some people, the leadership of the esteem I'm sorry.
If you do not have a lot of it? I do have one here, if you're not in the muddy politics that shit to go to ... ...
We'd talk about the novel it.
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5 22, we first met after the earthquake. To meet the inevitable tears. We sat on the edge of Jieyan Anchang on the street. You are very haggard. But in good spirits. We comforted each other. I asked about that novel, you said the day after the earthquake, you take things home, the computer was gone. The novel on computer. We are all very upset. You say it does not matter, you will write the.
few days later, you come to the phone, excited to say that you sent to his brother in a mailbox, you have beat out. So what do I say, and quickly write ah, quickly write the end of ah.
So you started writing. Your speed faster than I expected, faster than before the earthquake.
your safety, called Mianyang bunch of literary friends are very happy. They want to do the East, you eat. Call me, I did not come. I know that together we inevitably talk about these topics. My heart is in pain then I think a person quiet quiet. The results then I know, you're drunk, you trouble, you choke on the results of the scene was very chaotic. The presence of friends called me and said the situation said that if I was there like, you like to listen to me.
Shun-silver preparation to the work of the North River. Shun-silver is my classmate. That day I Anchang, Shun-silver couples are burning I like to eat fish. I remember with you before boasted about my craft. I'll give you a call, you go to Shun-silver fish home and eat I did. Another theme is that things on the Shun-silver mobilization. You say you two, there are people I know. I ask who you are, you temporarily confidential. You love so God and complaining. You ride a motorcycle coming. Before you come, I told Shun-silver couples, not to mention our children to do. I know you love calligraphy,UGG shoes, I know you deep pain, I know.
said before the results of your own. How do you say how calligraphy. We've all heard the. Wang Jian come with you, we know, is that you introduce to my good friend. You have full confidence in him, you always you like, to push me, I hope I share with you. You drink very powerful, while a bottle. I forbid you to drink too much, because you rode a motorcycle, I said the earthquake did not die you do not, the wheels planted to the following. You grinned and said, Oh no, my capacity for liquor, known for the earthquake.
you are willing to help Shun-silver busy, to determine if he was really willing to work in Beichuan. Shun-silver erupted in hesitation. I gave him an analysis, he hesitated. You say, well, you sure to give me a call. And then refreshing to drink. You keep fish, full of praise, you said you really did not expect me to do the fish really neat trick. Wang eat less, his wound not good. You eat a lot. I saw you eat so soundly, I was happy.
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twin brother, you said you wanted to meet me. Everyone from my book, I miss you, you are moved, very touched by your family. You said widely circulated article, you say you are very proud to have such a Xiongdi Huo me. I did some hateful despicable contemptible. My friend Wang trees to open a washing drum battle, encounter a point of trouble. I'll give you a call. You say something about that, please come forward to the boss. Boss is Hangui Jun Beichuan county propaganda department. I met him on TV, he is a genuine hero. One day, the duck shed, I saw Han Guijun, after your introduction, he knows me. Depending on your arrangement, I'll throw in my book. We drank, laughing. Han Guijun asked if I wanted to work in Beichuan. You are one, two eyeball on the light, they must call me toast. You really like me to Beichuan. This became quite a long time since our topic. You always ask, asked if I wanted to Beichuan.天下乌鸦一般黑 I said, I came to Beichuan, the whole not like you, writing materials, writing speeches. You are very disappointed. Han Guijun
you are loved, Han Guijun unfair treatment, many times you shouted. You sigh more than once, that is not the North River North River North River of the people. I drive solution you do not want you to manage those. You tube is your novel.
we went on to say the novel it.
, I said I was to commission the novel's publication. You grinned and said, no problem.
That night we ate in the downstairs fish,UGG boots clearanc, patting you on the shoulder I said,cheap UGG boots, we are now so good relationship, do I have embarrassed the commission. Hey you straight music. That night we drank a lot of wine as usual. Drink and I asked you a serious question,UGG boots cheap, I ask you not commit suicide before. You are very angry. Then want me to worry.
Wang had told me that I should take to persuade you that you have had a suicide, hanging.
through wine, I seriously asked. Then anger than you, I did not commit suicide, what is your qualifications. You are silent. And then told me authority in the struggle. You said you was always engaged. I said this is normal, in line with national conditions. I also advise you to forget whatever is going on, you want a novel, not the breaking stuff. You assured me you would never commit suicide, you want me also assure you. I guarantee.
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